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i saw a friend today. not really a friend, maybe more of an acquitance. those sort of hi-bye friends.

i stopped and pondered. that friend never saved my number. i knew him since last semester and working on a project together now.
but why? his phone memory space for contacts is full.

sometimes, you just don't matter to people. i then took out my phone and looked through all the numbers, for who do i matter?

for who do i matter.

amber seow xiu jing (jing)
the perfectionist dragon
ponders all the time
loves to think
loves to learn about others
believes in the better good in life.

Most of my friends call me Xiu Jing until recently i decided to give myself an english name - Amber.

like to do weird things. really weird things. I always wanted to try new things so probably would do trekking this year and do my social enterprise things. Currently working on a Social Enterprise project and hope it will work out eventually. One of the greatest thing i learnt this summer is that people are in different things for different reasons and we ought to accept it.

seowxiujing@gmail.com (msn/facebook)
I love durians :D
I love cakes for the happiness they bring. I love nature for how they are so amazing always.

why can't i have these instead?

- To travel to Europe, Taiwan, Asia (done philippines and india) before 30 years old.
- Bring my parents to a world tour
- Learn even more from people around me.