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Sunday, September 28, 2008
11:16
i was reading through my blogpost before i entered SMU and was in JC. i was so driven about what i want to do in my life. in achieving success and becoming a stronger leader.
i was so convinced that i was one of the best in the people whom i know and i can succeed in what i want to do.
i think i lost myself somewhere in this journey. i fell really quite hard for the first few weeks. not knowing what to do, not knowing what do with free time on hand. i became more withdrawn. i dont tell all my friends what is happening and i behave in a way that i dont want them to know.
i smile alot because i believe that being happy is the key to life but i cant find things that can keep me smiling. i live very much for others becuase i believe that i wanna make other people happy and making other ppl happy, i will be happy too.
but i think something went wrong there. I grew tired of doing things and it's back to studying. i think i wanna do things that i believe in. no longer just because of learning.
the wonderer
http://jingle-around-jingz.blogspot.com
amber seow xiu jing (jing)
the perfectionist dragon
ponders all the time
loves to think
loves to learn about others
believes in the better good in life.
Most of my friends call me Xiu Jing until recently i decided to give myself an english name - Amber.
like to do weird things. really weird things. I always wanted to try new things so probably
would do trekking this year and do my social enterprise things. Currently working on a Social Enterprise project and hope it will work out eventually.
One of the greatest thing i learnt this summer is that people are in different things for different reasons and we ought to accept it.
seowxiujing@gmail.com (msn/facebook)
I love durians :D
I love cakes for the happiness they bring.
I love nature for how they are so amazing always.
wishes
why can't i have these instead?
- To travel to Europe, Taiwan, Asia (done philippines and india) before 30 years old.
- Bring my parents to a world tour
- Learn even more from people around me.
